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| 2011-07-30 19:08 |
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I am going to talk about NaNo, because that's pretty much what I usually dump here save for the odd other writing thing I get up to.
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About this time of the year, I either get assaulted by plot bunnies or have pages of a notebook filled with scribbles.
Currently, I really have neither.
There's something that happens whenever I try to do NaNo, whether I tell anyone about it or not. I psych myself out. Writing a story, 50,000 words long of a story, is not easy for me and at times it is really frustrating. I make it harder on myself than I need to. I worry over quality when the intent is in telling a story and going back and fixing things after the story has been told. I go about trying to write things they way I think they should be and not how I want them to really go.
For some reason I never really write what I want. The results afterwards are obviously telling. If I don't produce, there's nothing to see.
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I'm still nervous about people reading the things I like, the things I like to write because. Long fledged tales that I've narrated in my mind and have never let grace paper, they're. Personal. They're clear evidence of me. And of all things, I have the hardest time sharing that. It isn't a shame thing, at least, it's much lesser than that it used to be.
I do want to do it. Or, do better this year. Have something to print off so I can read it and wouldn't that be something, even if it's just a print book from a website, I'd love it. Original or fan, I don't. I don't care. How great would it be so hold something that was mine.
I. I have to be my own motivator. I have to stop second guessing myself. I still don't know what I'll write and in November, there's my birthday and school oh hell |D;;;
Part of me wants to write Silent Hill. Tell the story of Alex & Henry meeting in a fucked up time loop in the Water Prison and have Alex play out part of Henry's journey, then get set back, do his own story and they meet later in the correct time and slfkjds;lfjdslfjafs my ship and my horror and maybe I will. Maybe I will.
Or original. From scratch. Of what I want.
We'll see.
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| 2011-02-26 22:47 |
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Odin Sphere
&; Continuation on Oswald+/Mercedes arc
&; Female!Oswald (Oswald/Gwendolyn)
&; Ingway/Mercedes (Mercy p.o.v) first time fic + darkova
Silent Hill
&; Trans!Henry
&; Alex/Henry Water Prison AU
&; Alex/Henry domestic Shepherd's Glen AU
&; Alex/Joshua bath!fic
&; Fem!Alex/Fem!Travis truck stop fic
&; Misc Pairings
Disgaea
&; MOM FIC
&; MOM/DAD FIC
&; MOM/DAD/SANAE FIC
&; Pelquin/Miriam story arc
&; Generics (related to above)
&; Female!Adell (w/ added Adell/Rozalin)
IDK OTHER STUFF
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Behind on raz_heart over on LJ (though I have been writing).
Obsessed with Baten Kaitos Origins and Harry Potter.
Want to keep writing BKO fic, can't stop reading HP fic.
Particularly of the Guillo/Sagi and Snarry persuasion, respectfully.
Fandom life, eeeeeeeeeeeeee, hi again ♥
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